Now, back to my problem..........I have no schedule.....No time restraints.....No deadlines......Never, ever, ever again:D That sounds like a hell of a life, but for some reason it isn't working for me!!!!!! I am aimlessly wondering around under NO pressure to get anything done!!!! I am finding myself still dirty and in jammies hours past lunch! (That was fun when it was a once a week event)......I play on the internet, check out blogs, do a little artwork, go up and make the bed and maybe do a few dished from our snack the night before! I might throw in a load of laundry if I am short on undies......but....no urgency to that either! I am not as careful as before about my appearence........I would never have left the house without my makeup (at least my eyes) on but now you might find me in any state depending on where it is! I have run to the post office in my jammies and have been known to go to Walmart in my bedroom slippers! I real slob........after all those years of being so careful:( What is happening to me?????
Well, I am a person that has always worked well under pressure and I can see that I must find something that will apply a little now!!!! I decided today to commit several days a week to helping my little granddaughter and relieve my daughter who has a new baby! Margo is 4 now and with Autism she really needs alot of attention. I will now have her for two full days and night to work with her and let my daughter have some quality time with Milly! Now, to make some peramiters on the rest of my days:D Not a bad position to be in.......I know!!!!!
Here are a couple of journal pages I did today....showing my fears and frustrations with the situation:D